honestly, i havent been feeling love lately.. the whole youtube thing, fine it wasnt your fault. but after yesterday, and talking about it today you dont seem to care as much as you did yesterday. even tho i still feel like shit about seeing those favorites. yeah thats how i really feel. the whole you at home and your cousins house thing. fine whatever it was all misunderstanding. ok now, you and i know that texting is super slow. i send you something from my comp takes you like 1 min to reply back to each one of them. sometimes you dont even get my IM. fine, i go along w it. i know your not there for long you only have about 1 week and a lil more left in cali. i understand you would be spending time w your cousins, not just your cousin mark, i mean all your famliy there and stuff. i know youve been spending time w your cousin mark and i knowwww hes leaving for 3 days. but you'll see him after 3 days. just 3 fucking days when im not coming back til i'd say 3 weeks. can you at least get one day to stay home and talk to me ? thru aim? ive stayed home here just to talk to you can you at least do one lil thing ? playing guitar and texting me at the same time BULLSHIT. is it never enough to be w your cousin likke 23/7 but its enough to talk to me for 2 hours ? well if it is that, alright . im done w this bullshit im pretty sure you are too. if you care you would maybe get on the comp and talk to me but noooooooo you said your cousin's using it. well if you guys arent even hanging out then why the fuck cant you go home or bring your laptop w you or something. UGHHHHH THIS IS SO FUCKING STUPID! why does life have to be so un fucking fair. i know crying is not the best thing to do but there is nothing else to do. i never know what your doing w your cousins, who knows they tell you to race beer pong all these kidna shit what a fucking good influcnce are they i hate them allll . i shouldnt be saying these but IDC. kill me if you want. i hope you hang out with whoever for the whole fucking time you're there talk to you when im back in vegas, if i even go back.